It's still the same as before, these feelings.

Sometimes we don't need answers 'cause actions speaks louder than words.

Maybe I'm thinking too much again but I guess it's better to keep a distance.  No matter what I really feel, I prefer to remain status quo.  :(

I've changed.. so much.

Heys people!  Okay, there probably isn't anyone reading this blog already 'cause I didn't tell anyone about the posts I made these year, especially since I'm too busy/lazy to give proper updates of my life & more or less, facebook accounts for the happenings in my life.  Well, it's good to have a blog to myself too.  Recently, I just feel like ranting very very much.. I don't know, I just have to reflect on the changes about myself.  I know I changed & I can't really decide whether it's a good or bad thing.

One of the most MAJOR changes about me is.. Kpop, or rather korean variety shows.

For one thing, I really really hate korean language, it's sounds crude to me.  It's not very nice to listen really, when I listen to it for the first time, it sounded very much like vulgarities and I just wanted to switch the chinese voiceover, even though the chinese voiceover sucks too.  :/

I think it all started from "Hello Baby", my first time ever watching a korean variety show.  My sister sort of introduce to it to me & the baby is so damn cuteeeeeeee that I just have to go watch all the episodes!  :)

Mehhhhrongggg ~ (it means 'bleahhh' or ':p' in korean) 

:o  :o  :o

CUTENESS OVERLOAD.



I was totally addicted to that variety show & I swear I watch it for about 10 times or so.  Since SHINee is featured in that variety show, I search for other variety shows featuring them and thereafter, I kept watching more and more other korean variety shows.  I learnt more about Kpop bands and stuff related through the variety shows and even started to like korean music more than before.  Kpop is okay I guess, way better than the language itself.  In the past, I was quite reluctant to listen to Kpop, for fear the language will turn me off and only listened to a few nice ones with catchy tunes.  I know nothing about kpop bands, you could say I'm not interested.. but now, it's different.. I actually do like some Kpop boy bands. 

Almost everyday of my life, I'm watching some korean variety stuff.  Some major change huh?  Currently, I quite like U-kiss, Mblaq, Miss A & F.T.Island(uhm, SHINee is okayokay too).  *hearts* But I'm not as addicted to Kpop as some people i know & won't waste hundreds of dollars to see their concerts.  -.-

MBLAQ!  :D

Dongho from U-kiss!  :D

SHINee!

I don't have pics for the whole of U-kiss, Miss A & F.T.Island.  :(

Okay, enough about Kpop.  Another thing I felt have changed is my attitude towards going to school.  Seriously, if I'm very very late to school I'll just choose not to attend lessons that day.  You see, in the past, I'll definitely try to make it to school despite the fact that I'm very late.  They also doesn't have serious punishments of skipping school or being late, which makes me even more motivated to not just go school at all.  Afterall, who wants to face a whole lot of bitches and fcuktards when they can be slacking at their comfy beds all morning?  Seriously.. I hate school, it's a different kind of hate that is damn difficult to put into words.  Or maybe it's the influence from my classmates?  I don't know really.. :(

I have so much more changes about me, like not caring about my appearance as much, not throwing tantrums as much, not going to jp almost everyday........................ there's so much changes that I'm lazy to rant it all out anymore.

So I've changed, really..  but some things will always remain the same.