Fcuk, I don't want to get addicted.

What a bad day okay!  :(

I wna go vivo with wx, jq, leon & whoever lahhs. I WANT TO BLOODY SHOP AGAIN AT VIVO'S F21!  D:  & really, it's been such a long time since I've went out with wx.  Okay lah, not tht long actually.  Whatever lah, I just wna shop tdy but I've got zero cash with me 'cause I intended to work till quite late.  & if I meet them after my work it's just too late alr. *cryyyszxc*

Seriously..

I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF FROM GETTING ADDICTED TO SHOPPING! 

Getting jae results tmr.  How the fcuk will I ever survive jc when I'm addicted to shopping?!  :(  Not motivated to go jc anymore, hope I won't go liaooooo.  Okay, a part of me still wna go.  Arrrrggghhhs, why must I have a Gemini personality?  Suckszxc.. -.-

Also, I've been sneezing from ytd night lah, wtf.  Okay, I'm going to buy chicken rice for lunch now.. I think.

Byebyebye!

Hesistant about blogging. :s

I really don't feel like posting but I've too many emotions within that I can't seem to share so maybe some ranting for this post.

Do you know how freaking annoying it is when peepo just jump to conclusions based of first impressions or whatever & conclude that 'she's that kind of girl', when it's probably the most serious misunderstanding that f.person made?  Worst, they never changed their mind about whatever kind of girl you are, until much later, when they get to know you or smth.

Screw this category of peepo, so now to this group of peepo, I'm going to tell you what kind of girl I am..

I'm the kind of gal that talks crap whenever I'm in the mood.  I'm the kind of gal that loves somebody but won't ever say it out.  I'm the kind of gal that believes gals & guys can be best friends forever.  I'm the kind of gal that love shopping & buy whatever she likes.  I'm the kind of gal that is freakin' fickle-minded so changing my mind have nth to do with you, tyvm.  I'm the kind of gal that loves music so don't stop me from blasting my music.  I'm the kind of gal that will just ignore you when I'm in a bad mood.  I'm the kind of gal that just won't pretend to be nice if I don't like you so live with it alr.
& so on..

I really hate these peepo, make me so pissed off.  Grr.  >:(  Even for me, I dare not conclude what kind of girl, peepo are.  These peepo that fcuking' jump to conclusions about peepo, might have a bloody good personality for all I know but really, this might be their only flaw.

I HATE POINTLESS RANTS!  D:

Blahs, back to work alr.  Oh yeahs, I want the song 'Fearless' by Taylor Swift, anyone?  :/  Byebye for now..

Mad mad loved! :D

Taking lunchtime to blog a little about ytd's shopping with lp!

It's been ages since I went out with her.. like maybe 1 year ago I went out with her?  O lvl just kept us busy & stuff.  We bought dresses together from far east by the end of the day.  We shopped till all the shop closed, hahahas.. mission accomplished!  *winkwinks*  The time when we ate, we did alot of talkin' & memories just flashback to me.  Lp abit forgetful wor, plus she younger than me.  Funny, hehehes.  I guess the only disappointing part was that f21's clothes couldn't fit us & also, ex.  I like a tee from new look but it's cost $33.90, totally not worth my $.  I like a long tee from mango that says 'get rich & spend money' but it can't fit me, wtf right?  Somemore it's affordable.  >:(

Besides that, I bought an essence concealer from..

Etude house!  v.v

I couldn't get the pic of the concealer thingy but I love all their products 'cause the packaging is sooo nice, mad love!  :D  I don't know whether I'll be using much of the concealor but I hope I do 'cause it ain't cheap at all.  -.-

I'm pondering over whether I should shop tdy, addicted right?  Actually it's mostly window-shopping for me when I'm shopping alone (rarely!).  Dilema-ing..  Anyw, I'll be far east-ing again with my pri schl fwen, yy on this coming sunday.  That's like the 3rd time going far east for this week.  Good or bad?  :x  Most likely going to post about my outing with yy in my other blog, if I feel like it.. LOL.

Okays, ending off here.. tatas!  :D

Shopping addiction!

I'm crazily addicted to shopping!  For this whole week, I think I've been going shopping almost everyday.  I hate to pay the price for my addiction, literally.. $$$ all fly away leh.  :(  Awwws, nbm nbm, shopping is still mad loved!  :D

In fact, I'm going shopping with lp after work.  Finally, someone who can go out late late to shop, hahahas.  Well, I've many things to do tdy - shop, watch hi my sweetheart latest ep, watch finish your hand in mine & moremore.  I don't think I've the time but I'll try?  :x

Okays, back to work alr.  Tatas!  :)

Who is that one person that brings drama to your life?

The above title is the questions asked by 987fm djs!  I'm a H U G E fan for 987fm alr luh.. hohoho!  :D

As the answer to that question, of course is him lah.  Needless to say, I'll never reveal who he is so whatever eh.  I know I'll never get to see him again but.. okay, this does not matter.

I'm eating breakfast from mac, mad loveeeeeeee!  :)  Well, I'm just hungry mah.  Hehehes.  I'm half-day-ing at work 'cause ltr will be going out yo.  Okay lah, I wna eat finish my breakfast & start work asap yeahs?  & oh yeah, i hope he never say those 3 words 'cause I still wna keep this friendship.  :)

Byebyezxc, xoxo.  :D

Lateeeeee.. sheesh..

I'm uber uber late for work tdy & that just means I've to work till real late tdy.  I can't do late night shoppin', oh fcuk.  -.-  To make matters worse, my non-asthi contact lens make work more difficult.  Don't get me wrong, 'cause I really do adore my contact lens & god knows how much I've spent on contact lens but it hinders me when I'm working, well, slightly ONLY.  :x

Tmr I'm going fep with Aishah & Sf, hopefully they don't make last min changes?  :/  I'm still thinking whether I should work before meetin' them or just take leave alr.  & fep, really?  Again?  Hmmm..

Currently, feeling real thirsty but I'm lazy to go get myself a drink so should I?  Hmmmmmmm..

Geminis are just fickleminded.  :(

Finally.

Finally!  Some free time for this week.  I didn't went to work today mainly because going to work during the weekends can be extremely boring.  I'm going to delete all the old programmes in my dead lappy 'cause I'm desperate to use it, LOL.  My last try reviving it 'kay?  -.-

Anyway, I love this quote..



Nobody should make a difference in my life & no matter what happens, I'll move on. I've learned how to & I should never look back.. Why should I let the emotions take control? No, it's never going to be that way again. It's okay to relieve those memories but that the furthest step I'll take.

Okay, am I being totally random again? :x

Back to uninstalling those programs, byebye all! :)

Leaving it up to fate.

Lunching currently so a short short post..  Ljs once again, think I'm addicted to the cheese.  :x  Work started to pile up since I havent been working for four days so today is going to be hectic all the way till work ends.  I'm kind of excited to know what god has decided for me - poly or jc.  Crazy right?  :/  Also, when is the last time I heard your voice? 

Back to my lunch, nommmm-ingzxc.  :)

Happiness.. really? :/

Yoz peepo, I'm currently wearing my blue contact lens now.  It's super blurry & fuzzy at the sides but somehow it gives a dreamy effect to the world I see, literally.  :)  I would be only using it for around 2 months just for fun & after that, time to say byebye to it.  If I get into jc or poly, I'll still be usin' specs 'causes specs are the best afterall, LOL.  I think I spent too much on contact lens, omfg?  :o

Yeahs, about the jc & poly thingy, I've alr registered for the courses I'm interested in & I like all my choices so I'll be happy with whatever I get, I guess.  O lvl results came as a surprise to me but surprise is a good thing?  I'm so happy when I heard 100% passes for Physics!  Serious!  :D  I think the only disappointing part was not getting a distinction for English but the rest of my subjects improved tremendously, yay!  :D

& about today.. SHOPPING!  :DDD

Well, shopping with wx @ bugis/somerset & managed to get my bag.  *love*  v.v  The denim blazer is kind of ex but it's really nice & maybe I'll get it the next time I go to bugis.  The same goes for the momo love dress, hahahas.  Shopping always makes me happy.  I lead a happy life now with friends, family(ignoring minor conflicts), good enough o lvl results, shopping, hanging out & etc.

Then again, is this really what happiness is like?  I seem to be forgetting something..

Judgement day in less than 23 hours, oh fcuk. :o

I'm feeling so lousy 'cause tmr is judgement day - r e s u l t s , if you don't alr know.  *sighs*

I thought work could keep me occupied & not think about negative thoughts but really, it's not helping.  Shopping might have help.. if it was a weekday.  I'm not that anxious but a part of me is feelin' scared, idk why, I really don't..

Just shuddup & die pig! >:(

Freeakin' pissed off!  Rudeness puts me off, shyt you!  Grr.. Fffffccccccuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkkk!  *points middle finger*

Today was supposed to be a happy day, wth can a not?!  I saw Mr Tay luh, I saw Rozz luh, I had fun pizza hut-ing luh.  Once I'm home, all the happiness drain away.  Okay, shyt die you!  Hmph!  :(  I'm too mad to continue this post.

END.

You don't need no boyfriend. :)

See, somedays you will love me. Then you don't, then you do, then you won't. Then you're here, then you're gone. This is just the fate of a part time lover..


Hotel room service playing on the radio, nice rhythm but no words to say about the lyrics.  It's just so pitbull.  What the crap me talking about?  -.-

Anyway..

I'm going to see R O Z Z soooooooon!  :DDD

She will be @ sg poly open house & the sole reason of going to that open house is to see rozz, hahahas, so crazy, nv see the school.  Omgomgomg, so excited to see rozz yo.  :D  Yadayadayada..  Oh yeah, sherlock holmes ytd ytd was great!  It's so amazing how the main lead can memorise his script lah, so many facts & stuff.  It's basically a miracle how I managed to survived in those shoes for the whole day.  I'm lazy to elaborate on that day actually.

Not so heart pain over the $130 alr but still.. abit heart pain?  :/

Tmr tmr tmr = O lvl results!  :o  Not mentally prepared yet, ohhhhhhhmyyyyygodddddd..

Not again.. *sighs*

A quick update before startin' work.

I hate killing me feet.  :'(

I really need to go get a pair of shoes that won't kill my feet lahhhh.  All my shoes/heels kill my feet till my toes are sooo scarred.  Same goes for the vans shoes that I just bought, I so wna kill myself.  :(  I don't wna wear slippers my whole life can?  Aiyoh.  :/  This killing of feet thingy usually happens only to the right foot only 'cause apparantly my right foot is slightly bigger, wtfcuk.  >:(

Okay, enough of me complaining.  I'll be vivo-ing after work to catch the movie, sherlock holmes.  Intended to go walk walk w/ wx but due to my work, she couldn't make it.  Awws.. :(  I guess some other time then.  & even though it's only around 9am, I'm alr hungry for ljs for lunch, hehehes..  c[:

Gtg work alr, b y e b y e !

When will I learn?

I really really like you.  To the extent that.. I'm doubting myself.

How can I possibly be curious of something I once feared?  Hm.

I'm currently at work.  Not really slacking, trust me.  I think I'll stop workin' after I get my pay & decide where to go, as in, poly or jc.  Everyone is telling they rather be a private candidate than a ite student so ite is really not one of my options I guess.  I'm really tempted to go jc 'cause I've no effin' idea what course to choose & really my slackness & plain laziness doesn't make it possible for me to graduate from jc even if I've the results to go jc, right?  :/

Dilema huh?

Studies & results aside, I'm going out with wx this week.  It's not confirmed but it may be our last chance going out tgt 'cause somehow after results, I think everyone will be busy preparing for school yet again.  There's never a right time to say goodbye can?  :(

Okays, back to work so I can meet syu ltr for lunch.  Byebye..