Sick & tired.

I'm sick & tired of your rudeness.  Why should I do things for you when you don't even appreciate or remember?  Why am I always the one tolerating you and giving in to you?  So what if you're my younger sister?  FYL.  D:

I'm sooooo pissed off > irritated > disappointed > sick & tired of this > ???

My feelings towards my family is getting from bad to worse to worst.  *sighs*  What will happen in the end?  Will I totally cut off from them?  :(  Why am I feeling so negative towards my family anyway?  I'm always having family problems, is it me or my family?  It's so difficult.. 

Awws.. :(  :(  :(

Shooooot me..

Did you ever had the feeling that something bad will happen?

I did.. & it happened, ytd.  FML.

I'm blogging at such early hours, omfg.  I just prefer this timing whereby my nosy siblings are fast asleep so I can type in peace.  LOL.  Tdy, I'll be having some trials for the relay events that my class signed up for.  NOT excited for it.. AT ALL.  D:  In the f.relay thingy, we're suppose to carry like 2kg?!  Wtf.  -.-  Yesterday finished my econs & maths tutorial anyhow-ly.  Finally.. I had been dragging it for like about a week or so?  Tsk.

Yeahhhhhhhhhhh I know, school school school = boring-but-sometimes-fun-but-but-overall-still-boring!  xD

I want my sport shoes next week, who's freeeeeeee?  LOL.  Okays, nothing to really rant about anymore so byebye, till next post!  :)

Hungry yet? ;)

FOOOOOOOOD from renioun dinner!  *droooools* 

I MISS RENIOUN DINNERS LIKE MAD.
CAN I HAVE MORE RENIOUN DINNERS, PRETTY PLEASE?  :D

Hahahas, the only reason I miss renioun dinners is because of those mad yummy delicacies lahhhhhs!  ;)

Okay, apparantly blogging early in the morning.  Time check: 6am.  :o  I've been busying myself with schoolwork, don't bother askin' me why..  I'm not used to being hardworkin' at all, really, seriously & honestly.  I'm the open-book-read-two-lines-then-give-up-scan-abit-then-use-comp kinda girl.  :(  At least till now, my interest for all subj is still there, lingering but hopefully this keeps up.  No interest = not studying for that subj.  :/

My arms are aching slightly from pe yesterday so I'm lazy to type more.  I'll try to update now & then.  Bye!  :)

Peek-a-tures! ;D

Renioun dinner with Mother's side.  Food was yummylicious yo!

Love this board  :D  still can't find my name though.  :o

My og for camp.  :)  It's divided to 2 small groups during ice breaker games. 

Min Jia & Glorence.  I rmb I did this thingy so many times with Qian Yun till we perfect it.  ;)

Janny, Qian Yun, Amirah, Han Wen & me.  Fooling aroun before lights off.

I found a picture of Syuhadah doing forfeit on stage for the lst day of camp but I didn't save it. :(  Wanted to post these pictures on my wordpress blog but it couldn't be uploaded..

That's all..  :)  Waiting for cafe world now.. Adios ~  *waves*

Heard love.

Okays, valentine's day & cny is here.. soon.  :D

Valentine's day approaching just cause me to think about my pathetic love life.  I also chatted with my new classmates about love life, guys, stead & other r/s stuff.  We really shared alot & they kinda get really emotional over it.  As for me, I also can't stop thinking about those fun-filled memories.  Of course, those heart-breaking memories never do fade away.  They're all trapped at some corners of my heart.  But.. isn't it time for me to make new memories?  Isn't it time for me to try a new r/s?  Isn't it time for me to stop being fearful of r/s & just love the one I love?

Okay okay, enough of emotional rants.  -.-

CNY = MONEY. 
MONEY = SHOPPING
SHOPPING = HAPPY!  :D


I'm totally looking forward to cny.  Most probably wearing the topshop inspired dress that I bought ytd when I went shoppin' @ fep with wx ytd.  :)  I've sooooo many clothes but I just don't wear them & my mum is nagging me like totally mannnnzxc!  Tsk.

Blahblahblah, dk what to post about anymore.  Byeeee.

JJC orientation camp.

Yoz peepo.  Yesterday was the last day of jjc orientation camp.  Those who know me, will know that I'm not a camp kind of person & hardly ever enjoy camping.

This time, it's different.  Honestly, I was a happy camper!  :) 

I guess everyone in my OG played a part in it, I'm not really sure how to put it in words but w/o even one, it's just will be not the same.  I guess?  :/  Mainly, it was Amirah that make me laughed like mad almost everyday of the camp over silly matters.  Also, Sf, Yang Fan & Cai Feng got me into the enthu mode during JJ night.  LOL.  Han wen, Jerlin, Janny & Qian Yun are also some of my new found friends.  They are really awesome peepo.  :)  & my OGL was sucha a great person 'cause she's sick but still hang on, wanting as to have a good experience & all.  Besides that, I still rmb that I was mad craving over green tea during camp & got emo for quite abit about not havin' green tea, hahahas.  xD  They cheated my feelings got anot.  Said that they will be giving out coke/green tea/etc but didn't.  :(  But I got all better after playing wet games on the 2nd day.  Actually all the games I played was fab!  Mad mad love! 

As for the pictures, I'll send them to Amirah next time & she most probably will get it uploaded in fb so do look out for it if you want to.  As for some other memories of the camp, they are for me to keep.  ;)

After camping, went to Dennis birthday party just for the sake of not going home.  All the 'jj peepo' was there to tease me, wtf?  :/  & yeah, I still owe Dennis his present.  :x  Went home soon after & slept from 6pm-11am.  DAMN NOT TIRED NOW.  LOL.

Currently waiting for lunch & maybe shopping with my sister later on.  I'm blogging sooooooo little these days, wonder why.  *ponders*

& why come I don't 'fa hua chi' anymore?  *ponders more*

Oh well, bye bye for now.  :)