Fickleminded-ness kills.

One thing I really hate about myself - being fickleminded!  D:

Those close to me, like Aishah & Syuhadah, should know that I can be really fickleminded.  This time round, it's about me deciding whether I should go to chalet a not.  From the start, as in, before the first day of chalet, I was really excited about going to the chalet.  Afterall, it's the last time 4e9 can have fun tgt.  Well, I've lost the I-want-to-go-chalet-damn-much mood.  I'm lazy to bring clothes, lazy to take mrt, lazy yet I want to play wild wild wet.  In fact, I still want to.  :x  I guess it's okay to give it a miss now, rainy season anyway.  After tons of sms-es with jq & ty, I've finally decided NOT to go chalet.  I'm sure everyone at the chalet is enjoying themselves & I could jolly well enjoy myself at home too.  It's about time I continue with endless japanese & taiwan dramas!  :D  The taiwan drama - hi my sweetheart, is v.funny!  OMGOMGOMG.  With Luo Zhi Xiang & Rainie Yang, that taiwan drama is definitely worth the watch.  It keeps me laughing most of the time.  LOL.  Love those two actors!  *hearts*

Jq just msg-ed me they're going to chalet already.  Awws, hate to be left out for such class outings.  Should I.. okayokay, I should not be fickleminded anymore!  :(  No class chalet for me.  I might be spending the day at jp with my sister, haven't really decide.  I hate decisions to the core!  D:

Back to my dramas, keeps me entertained.  :)  Excited for saturday with wx!  I still have not decide - black ankle boots or brown clutch bag.  :/  Heck care already, shopping just makes me excited!  :DDD

Ciaos!  :)

The pain that no one can take away.

I'm determined to blog in PROPER english!

Today is the first day of class chalet & I didn't went even though I've already packed for it.  Sheesh!  >:(  It all started when my lazy maid wanted to iron the clothes I've packed at the very last minute(ytd).  It was then that she found out the iron was spoilt!  D:  I was seriously upset about it & got really emo & stuff.  Forget the iron part, my parents don't even care if I wear those crumpled clothes out.  I was f.pissed with them & everybody.  I was so upset that I cried.  I mean, to most of you, this is like a trivial matter & you might not even mind wearing the crumpled clothes out or whatsoever.  Likewise, if there's really no choice then I'll wear those crumpled clothes out too but what really disappoints me is my family.  We don't really care for each other anymore.  Everyone is just doing their own stuff, no communication unless neccessary(e.g. taking allowance from parents).  I find it sad, I find it pathetic.  However, after hours of crying, I realised it's pointless & there's no way to salvage this situation.  Just let it continue.. this pathetic state of my family.

Somehow, they got my clothes ironed with a spare iron, which they were lazy to find ytd.  Whatever.  It was really too late & I felt really crappy in the morning.  Idw why, probably due to the crying?  :/  I was damn moodless & emo.  I got out of bed like 4pm, with no intention to talk to anyone.  Well, I did in the end, I had to eat right?  -.-

I spent my day on my laggy lappy as my brother is back to mapling.  I cannot use his desktop anymore!  *bawls*  I want to go saren's house play.  LOL.  I'm not emo anymore, life goes on.  Money makes the world goes round.  With the money saved by not going chalet, I'll definitely have much more to spend on other stuff.  YAY!  :D  Actually part of me kind of wna go wild wild wet, hehehes.  See my mood tmr, may go with jq.

I'm super duper happy 'cause at last I can rant on and on about my feelings.  Yes, I've a not-so-perfect family but so what?  I believe every family got their own problems so think whatever you want to.  I love blogging!  :D  Anyw, I just receive some smses & it's sooooo suspicious.  :o

Byebye, till next time!  :)

'O's are going to end!

Hello people.

'O's are going to end very very soon.  I decided to use back blogger as my main blog but I still freakin' love my wordpress & onsugar blogs.  I believe in future, I'll have trouble deciding which blog to actually blog in!  Hahahas, whatever it is, blogger is still the best yeah?  :D  Just a temporay layout but I seem to like it truckloads already!  OMG, I just miss usin' blogger so damn much manzxc.  "3  I don't want to talk about the 'O's. not that I've done too badly or whatever, it's just that I'm super sick of the topic.  It's always about the 'O's this and that so just freakin' stop those talk 'cause it's finally going to over 'kay?  :)

Tmr I'm going to shop till my legs break for all I care.  I want to buy loads of things & I hope my mum is in the mood for shoppin' with me tmr.  Currently addicted to high songs & it makes me, well, h-i-g-h.  LOL.  That's what music can do, it's just weird in a super cool way & stop denying it. 

I'm not into one of my crazy blogging moods so I'll just end off here.  Bye.  :D

I'll never have the guts to say 'I don't love you like I did ytd'.. or maybe i still love you?