The pain that no one can take away.

I'm determined to blog in PROPER english!

Today is the first day of class chalet & I didn't went even though I've already packed for it.  Sheesh!  >:(  It all started when my lazy maid wanted to iron the clothes I've packed at the very last minute(ytd).  It was then that she found out the iron was spoilt!  D:  I was seriously upset about it & got really emo & stuff.  Forget the iron part, my parents don't even care if I wear those crumpled clothes out.  I was f.pissed with them & everybody.  I was so upset that I cried.  I mean, to most of you, this is like a trivial matter & you might not even mind wearing the crumpled clothes out or whatsoever.  Likewise, if there's really no choice then I'll wear those crumpled clothes out too but what really disappoints me is my family.  We don't really care for each other anymore.  Everyone is just doing their own stuff, no communication unless neccessary(e.g. taking allowance from parents).  I find it sad, I find it pathetic.  However, after hours of crying, I realised it's pointless & there's no way to salvage this situation.  Just let it continue.. this pathetic state of my family.

Somehow, they got my clothes ironed with a spare iron, which they were lazy to find ytd.  Whatever.  It was really too late & I felt really crappy in the morning.  Idw why, probably due to the crying?  :/  I was damn moodless & emo.  I got out of bed like 4pm, with no intention to talk to anyone.  Well, I did in the end, I had to eat right?  -.-

I spent my day on my laggy lappy as my brother is back to mapling.  I cannot use his desktop anymore!  *bawls*  I want to go saren's house play.  LOL.  I'm not emo anymore, life goes on.  Money makes the world goes round.  With the money saved by not going chalet, I'll definitely have much more to spend on other stuff.  YAY!  :D  Actually part of me kind of wna go wild wild wet, hehehes.  See my mood tmr, may go with jq.

I'm super duper happy 'cause at last I can rant on and on about my feelings.  Yes, I've a not-so-perfect family but so what?  I believe every family got their own problems so think whatever you want to.  I love blogging!  :D  Anyw, I just receive some smses & it's sooooo suspicious.  :o

Byebye, till next time!  :)