Holiday mood.

Different moods, always.

Heys people, I figured that I'll do some blogging today, although i think the existence of this blog is like non-existent.  Ironic huh?  :)

I guess I haven't been blogging regularly and much of my posts are crappy & emoy, to summarise, most of the posts blog this year goes 'FML'.  Well, today I'll spend like 8mins blogging something not so emoy & stuff(but no promises?) 'cause I'm waiting for ceo dream, which is some lame facebook game, then I'll start on my essays.  3 to be exact, all in chinese & due tmr.  What a holiday.. :/  Hmmmmm, nbm, sort of used to it already.  Life of an arts student in jc, it's just life I guess. 

Yesterday I watched 'My name is Khan' & half of 'Dear John', it make me think about loads and loads of stuff, like conflicts, discrimination, family and much much more.  Not to mention, crying a lot at some parts.  It really makes me wonder why humans have to keep overcoming everything that goes wrong, like isn't death a much easier way out?  But then, maybe death isn't that simple.  Who ever knows what happens when death really approaches?  Maybe we'll be living in another realm far worse than being alive, now.. isn't that living hell?  Yeah, so I probably throw my sucidal thoughts aside & maybe find other ways beside death because life goes on, no matter what happens.  I admit at this phase of my life, everything pretty much sucks to the core - terrible grades, unbonded class, subjects which i dislike, ain't exactly close to family members as before.  BUT, at least I've gotten out of the mess of being love and stuff & having a few close friends is really more than emough.

Okay, so life have ups & downs.. this is totally a 'down' year, but so what?  Life goes on..