Love stays but peepo just don't.

I just realised I can't do w/o a blog.
It's the friggin' pathetic truth.
I just need to express my feelings yet I can't seem to share it w/ peepo anymore.
I don't know how private this blog is going to be but I don't care anymore.

I want to go out damn much know. I've cravings for sooooo many things and peepo just make themselves non-available. I hate myself for not doing things on my own, like why can't I be just a teeny-weeny bit independent? I feel like crying so much these days. I mean I know that peepo have their own lives too and I seriously don't blame them at all. I don't know, maybe I just hate myself. Yes, it may be just that.

It's crazy, it really is ...