Happiness.. really? :/

Yoz peepo, I'm currently wearing my blue contact lens now.  It's super blurry & fuzzy at the sides but somehow it gives a dreamy effect to the world I see, literally.  :)  I would be only using it for around 2 months just for fun & after that, time to say byebye to it.  If I get into jc or poly, I'll still be usin' specs 'causes specs are the best afterall, LOL.  I think I spent too much on contact lens, omfg?  :o

Yeahs, about the jc & poly thingy, I've alr registered for the courses I'm interested in & I like all my choices so I'll be happy with whatever I get, I guess.  O lvl results came as a surprise to me but surprise is a good thing?  I'm so happy when I heard 100% passes for Physics!  Serious!  :D  I think the only disappointing part was not getting a distinction for English but the rest of my subjects improved tremendously, yay!  :D

& about today.. SHOPPING!  :DDD

Well, shopping with wx @ bugis/somerset & managed to get my bag.  *love*  v.v  The denim blazer is kind of ex but it's really nice & maybe I'll get it the next time I go to bugis.  The same goes for the momo love dress, hahahas.  Shopping always makes me happy.  I lead a happy life now with friends, family(ignoring minor conflicts), good enough o lvl results, shopping, hanging out & etc.

Then again, is this really what happiness is like?  I seem to be forgetting something..

Judgement day in less than 23 hours, oh fcuk. :o

I'm feeling so lousy 'cause tmr is judgement day - r e s u l t s , if you don't alr know.  *sighs*

I thought work could keep me occupied & not think about negative thoughts but really, it's not helping.  Shopping might have help.. if it was a weekday.  I'm not that anxious but a part of me is feelin' scared, idk why, I really don't..

Just shuddup & die pig! >:(

Freeakin' pissed off!  Rudeness puts me off, shyt you!  Grr.. Fffffccccccuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkkk!  *points middle finger*

Today was supposed to be a happy day, wth can a not?!  I saw Mr Tay luh, I saw Rozz luh, I had fun pizza hut-ing luh.  Once I'm home, all the happiness drain away.  Okay, shyt die you!  Hmph!  :(  I'm too mad to continue this post.

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